Текст песни My Twenties Haven't Been Fun - Neonblack

Ever since I lost my innocence
I start to give a fuck about everything
Ever since I lost my innocence
I don't give a fuck about anything
Ever since I lost my innocence (In a sense yeah)
I don't give a fuck about anything
Ever since I lost my innocence
I start to give a fuck about everything

I really hate that people can perceive me without my consent
Living to me feel like an abyss
I don't even want to think about it
I'm freaking out every night
I have a need to take flight
I don't even wanna dream about it
All the simple things
Seem like luxuries
To me
It never turns out the way it was planned to be
We have trauma from the way that others handled things
I'm starting not to believe
That greater things were meant for we
They say to save your energy
For blessings
But all my lessons
Taught me to spend it up on empathy
It's systematic
They been at it
since slavery
It never ended I ain't talking on the 13th
I mean it never went away
We just in a later stage
So if gotta live
Like a capitalist
I'll end with this
There ain't enough money in the world to buy me
I speak my truth
I live my words -- you worry about you
Nigga

Hustle hard
Study hard
Get degrees
Get a job
Buy a ring
Buy a car
Buy the things
That Get you far
How much is enough
I really find it hard to give a fuck
Senators and Congress people
Bought by billionaires; corrupt
Change it incrementally?
You assholes think that we don't see?
You stole my fucking youth away
Now All I have is venom, see
Eye for an eye leaves the whole world blind
But I got hatred in my heart for those that sold mankind
I'm not descended from Kings
Bitch I'm descended from thugs
My fucking history erased
And then rewritten in blood
And now they selling me dreams
Cuz Uncle Sam is the plug
I hear him whisper sweet nothings
Bitch don't act like we in love
Cuz when the world fell apart
I saw my place wasn't here
And that dream job career
Was just a flimsy veneer
You could replace me with anyone
And not shed a damn tear
Oh well so much for the struggle
My dreams ain't never been real
Bye

Ever since I lost my innocence
I start to give a fuck about everything
Ever since I lost my innocence
I don't give a fuck about anything
Ever since I lost my innocence (In a sense yeah)
I don't give a fuck about anything
Ever since I lost my innocence
I start to give a fuck about everything