Текст песни I Know I Didn't Mean Much Anyways - NeverxHappy

It's okay I know I didn't mean much anyway
So anyways
It kills me every time
I let another one into my fuckin' mind
You see how fucked up I am I do this all the time

Poppin' bottles like my life depends on it
Pull the trigger taking shots of poison in
Every night I see a vision in my head
Where I die cause I can't handle life this way

It's okay I know I didn't mean much anyway
This is killing me every day

Oh god I'm stuck this way
Addicted to all the pain
Flor de Caña inside my veins
Feeling numb straight down to my brain
My heart locked by all these chains
And I'm staying right in my lane

Rain drops
Falling on my head
There's no rainbows
Keep my vibes up
To fit the aesthetic that I've been painting
Drive the drop top
Jeepin' got all the doors off we swervin'
Things will flip flop
I'll never make it to the top

Cause I've been trying and trying to let it go
I've been holding myself back
Since my days back in the Grove, 305
And now It's empty in my head
But I can never let it show
Cause I get suicidal I tell ya

Even my own father knows
My mother I miss her voice
Where the fuck did time go
My ex bitch left me but I still feel her in my bones
I got everything I need but I still feel so alone
I got nothing left to prove, I'm just here hurting the most

It's okay I know I didn't mean much anyway
So anyways
It kills me every time
I let another one into my fuckin' mind
You see how fucked up I am I do this all the time

Poppin' bottles like my life depends on it
Pull the trigger taking shots of poison in
Every night I see a vision in my head
Where I die cause I can't handle life this way

It's okay I know I didn't mean much anyway
This is killing me every day