Текст песни Unforgiven - Next Apollo

Unforgiven, why I feel like this
Why I feel like this
Been forgiven, but forget man I feel no bliss
Why's it come to this
Unforgiven to myself, man I feel like shit
Why I feel like this
Unforgiven, but I shouldn't have to feel like this
Why I feel like this

I, apologize, if I, wasn't the man
That you had in plan
It's hard to cover any distance thru Instagram
Fake star playing with his ole fists again
Fisticuffs covering what his wrists did amend
From a skinny lil boy that took a quick descent
Sensing what his sins cursed, his innocence
A cold world needs a blanket for this pig again
Resting till I have a pitch again

Oh, missy, I had a tantrum, ugly cry that wasn't pretty
Behind a Shroud a Turin, like I got it from Italy
Still confused if I should be a cat in a city
Or a dog in the country looking dingy

Heard the howl of the wolf my pack is calling now
Smoke a pack of the woods the forest falling down
Barking ash from the black gunk I'm coughing out
Wasnt born for this life, I struggled starting out

I'm a dog, not a wolf, we had a falling out
Barking up the wrong tree, now I'm falling down
Wasn't use to the smoke, till I bought a pound
Burned my screams in tobacco we ain't rolling loud

Overthinking got me going thru a mental battle
Here Spilling out my heart, let the methol unravel
Do we determine if we guilty, 'fore or after the gabble
I dunno, but paranoia got me thinkin this my babel

Unforgiven, why I feel like this
Why I feel like this
Been forgiven, but forget man I feel no bliss
Why's it come to this
Unforgiven to myself, man I feel like shit
Why I feel like this
I been forgiven, it ain't fair, and I still feel no bliss
Mane, Why I feel like this

I Had a lot of responsibilities that been gave
G p a, keeping my grades, keeping my pay
Making sure that everybody in my label paid
Release Dates, hoping their views appreciate

When Appreciation lessened, then some lessons were learned
Increased Annoyance by these questions, stuck and weathering hurt
As the person who was blessed, you can't express when you're hurt
Keep that shit to yourself, cause you're a man of your word

While everyone grew, mine seemed to just cave in
Dropping at a rate that left me down in q grave man
Should've not invested, immature like a caveman
Homies making plays. shit sucks, i didn't make em

And if i sound jealous, well its cause I am
My biggest is fear is being left behind, by a scam
And that i may have caused that, but i deny who i am
Never got em where they want, now we aint speakin again

But I ain't leaving any hate for my brethren
Doubling my work ethic, reaching betterment
Increasing rhetoric, fuck a degenerate
Controlling temperament, cut it dismemberment

Leaving me so envious, got me driving for more
Striving just to double everything that I had before
Even if these gashes leave me future pain, leave me sore
It'll be a four score, just a product of tours

Even with the label gone, I still gotta carry my weight
Everything that I've judged about me, what I hate
I keep genocidal thoughts, I cut the tall trees
If someone tries to tutsi slide to wrong schemes

And all the mistakes that I've done really on me
Thank god, for my friends, they like my army
But they can't help me out, cause they not me
I apologize for ever even starting

Unforgiven, why I feel like this?
Why I feel like this
Been forgiven, but forget man I feel no bliss
Why's it come to this
Unforgiven to myself, man I feel like shit
Why I feel like this
I been forgiven, it ain't fair, I shouldn't feel like this
Yet I'm still like this