Текст песни Childish Mistakes - Nicholos

I'm sorry for the person I've become
It's not because I'm
Ashamed of who he is
It's because you deserved love
I'm sorry I'm the guy you learned to want
Because now when you
Seek affection you always find the wrong one

And if I could go back
I would change it all
Made excuses when you'd fall
Instead of finding a way
To pick you up
And if I could go back
There would be no us
Sounds so selfish but it's not
We both know without me
You were better off

I hope you forgive me for every childish mistake I made
No it wasn't all in vain
Made the person I became
Yeah
And I understand my growth wasn't worth all the pain I gave
You think about it everyday
Breaks my heart knowing I can't make it go away

I'm sorry that you let me meet your mom
Because now when she
Ever talks to you
She asks where we went wrong
And I know you're just too nice to tell her what
What I did to you
So you stay silent and let the tears build up

And I want you to know
I know how much it hurts
Thinking about how much you're worth
Comparing to how I made
You out to be
And I hope one day
That you will realize
Nothing I said back then was right
You should expect the world
From the next guy

I hope you forgive me for every childish mistake I made
No it wasn't all in vain
Made the person I became
Yeah
And I understand my growth wasn't worth all the pain I gave
You think about it everyday
Breaks my heart knowing I can't make it go away

In another life girl I swear that we would be okay
We'd be together til this day
The one I thought I let get away
Yeah
We'd kiss on the altar grow old in the house that we both made
Dancing to songs that never age
Breaks my heart knowing I pushed it all away