6 Pills

Six pills left and I'm six months out
I'm getting older
Never told her how I'm making out
It's like everyone's in conversation
But I can't understand the words they're saying

It's like showing up too early
For a party that you're not invited to
Living on the outside like we do

Shave my head
So I can be as ugly as you make me feel
Cigarette breath
Something about your father
Don't know how we got here
But count me in

Sixteen days and my hands still shake
I'm really sorry but I hardly want to stay out late
It's like everything's an obligation
But I don't understand the moves you're making

It's like growing up
Is just another party that I'm not invited to
Living on the outside like we do

Shave my head
So I can be as ugly as you make me feel
Cigarette breath
Something about your father
Don't know how we got here
But count me in

Count me in

Cigarette breath
Something about your father
Don't know how we got here
But count me in