Текст песни Deeper Parts - NotMyWill

Never been the type to throw options away
I cling on to what I love and hold tight
So they can't escape
Never loved to share the deeper parts of me
What only God sees
And who I wanna be
Never been the type to throw options away
I cling on to what I love and hold tight
So they can't escape
Never loved to share the deeper parts of me
What only God sees
And who I wanna be

Oops my bad
I think I'd prefer silence
Than chatting with you about
Thoughts and feels that are
Private never liked that
I weave away and sidetrack
Your attempts to get in my head
You offered help but instead
Believed I'm doing good like I said
The enemy attacked and I said to get back
I guess they missed that
They just stabbed started to laugh then
Proceeded to chit chat
They said I lost but I don't accept that
I know I'm lost but I won't admit that
Counted the cost I hope I'll last
I know the one who has my back

Never been the type to throw options away
I cling on to what I love and hold tight
So they can't escape
Never loved to share the deeper parts of me
What only God sees
And who I wanna be
Never been the type to throw options away
I cling on to what I love and hold tight
So they can't escape
Never loved to share the deeper parts of me
What only God sees
And who I wanna be

You only think you know me
Think you know me
I often think I'm phony
See my phone Repeat a cycle of
Scrolling and feeling lonely
Then look to homies and keep on boasting
Act like I'm floating but when I pose myself
Above everyone else I crash down like a Jenga
Tower slowly revealing
Holes within me
Where I am undeserving
Of attention
I'll feel accepted by coworkers cause
We get paid by the hour
So at least I'm not wasting your energy
You think you know to correct me
But Let me breathe
Let me see for myself
What you think
Bothers me
Probably
Just a false image of self
God help me