Текст песни 20(Where Ive Been) - Nsokwa

Look...
Look...
Look...
Man it's twenty two days till I turn twenty
Damn I did some growing up
Learning I did plenty
Plenty niggas I don't fuck with
If you know me then you get me
Lost some girls I thought we're really mine
And really i was renting
And this one hit my line
Talking bout
How she miss me
Wishing I was hers and she was mine
Delusional to the t so I cross her off
Like all these x's
See I only miss the man I was before the exes
Before all these drunk nights
And women telling me bout how the sex is
Bitches telling me
How they hope I treat them
Better than they exes
Just to leave me for they exes
Mistakes made
So i been steady learning lessons
And i'm steady taken notes
Of what the game is
Steady playing taka with the best ones
Cause no way
I'm gon be here heartless again
I don't wanna link all of her friends
Cause we know all these other ones
Always give the best neck
At least that's what they say in these tweet threads
Or maybe I just misread
Remember high school
Miss was always asking me
It's like you lost interest
From then on
I swear I never lived the same again
Focused on the bigger picture
So I never see the smaller wins
So I guess I've been blinded
To all of her commitment
Like

I guess you wonder where i've been
(I guess you wonder where i've been)
I'm just trynna find the peace within
(I'm just trynna find the peace within)
I cant bare to let you go
(I cant bare to let you go)

Man it's 22 days till I turn twenty
Damn I did some fucking up
Lessons came in plenty
Plenty times I never loved enough
And plenty time i never felt love
So it's all summing up
I sum it up
Damn I've had enough
Charge it up
Straight to the game
Hate myself too much
So it's really fuck the fame
The last girl I was with
Moaned the wrong fucking name
But you know how it goes
I linked her friend so we okay
On a real
Look
I ain't had some niggas I can chill with
Got like 3 friends that I would kill with
Or kill for
Got like 2 women I would die with
Or die for
That's why I'm always walking on my own
On my ones
Cause the people I would die for
Really let me die so
I don't know where we stand
There's molehills in this grass
And even worse you know
There's snakes in this land
Lucky me I got this ace in my hand
Spades like a grave digger
Digging up the past
I know I lied a couple times
And it can only get worse
I said I love her in the moment
Being honest
I was speaking on some shit
I would never even truly understand
Take it back a moment
Take me back to that moment
If you do
You'll see a younger me frozen
Shy and soft spoken
Blind and still hoping
Heart already been broken
And still loving like he did
Hopeless

I guess you wonder where i've been
(I guess you wonder where i've been)
I'm just trynna find the peace within
(I'm just trynna find the peace within)
I cant bare to let you go
(I cant bare to let you go)