Spazzmaster

(I was hoping you could change shit, I feel
I feel like at this point I'm in the middle of
I feel like at this point I'm in the same place I'm gonna ever be in)

Wearing white, I'm like the Pope
Yea, yea
February turn to ghost
Yea, yea
I got brothers serving dog food
Yea, yea
Silver spoon but that's my dog, fool
Yea, yea

Baby I'm not, I'm not the guy I said I was
I've driven cars I wish I hadn't
I've fucked on bitches I wish I hadn't
I got experiences I wish I hadn't

These empty bottles ain't acetaminophen
If you think you know me, we ain't friends
I lose my mind when I find some alprazolam
And they should've never let me find the dark web
If you fall in love don't even start with me
I fell in love when she was in my car seat
I didn't go to rehab, I did a rebound
She called 911, I almost stopped breathing

Shit was a hurricane before the hurricane
And L*** only see me when I wanna smile
I hear them talk about that graduation
When I'm only worried about that fentanyl
I bought test strips 'cause I play on upping up my use
I know I still could be touched, I'm still mortal, fool
I can't even put my finger on what bothers me
I think I still think way too nihilistically
One summer, three lovers, I'm a slutty boy
I can't even remember half the shit in Baltimore
Woah, woah, woah, woah

(Hey bro, call me back when you can
I'm sitting in my car, parked outside, like the usual spot on Fontainebleau
Bro I'm spazzing the fuck out, I need you to pull up ASAP!)