Текст песни Numb Freestyle - Kozii , Odyn

For the longest time I been numb, I been numb, I been numb
Heart stopped, can't breathe, can't feel my tongue
Mama told me think about the future but what is it though
Seeing different lanes, she don't even know

Feel some way about it but I swear this shit ain't mutual
Since a youngin was making plans as if they was sure for me
Like I ain't heard of life and how it like to tell different stories
Oops my bad, I thought this meant to be my story
I'd save the world like Tony Stark
Find a girl and find a spark
Leave a son and leave a mark
But now it's like I got no heart
Absent minded but always focused on abstract
Since back in the day, jamming Ab-Soul and Outkast
Like who gonna get this last laugh

Great minds, they say they think alike
My pen to the paper, only time I feel alive
That's the reason why I stay away from the drama
All the karma coming back before you realize
A little kid with no pot to piss in
Now I'm coming for the game while I'm fucking the system
Do this with repetition cuz I'm a man on a mission
God has always been speaking man, I just needed to listen
That's how I'm fighting all these dark thoughts
Mad thoughts
Never wanna have thoughts
Been a long road man, it's been a rocky asphalt
They waiting for me to blast off
This is real, this is me, I took my mask off

For the longest time I been numb, I been numb
Heart stopped, can't breathe, can't feel my tongue
Mama told me think about the future but what is it though
Seeing different lanes, she don't even know
For the longest time I been numb, I been numb, I been numb
Heart stopped, can't breathe, can't feel my tongue
Mama told me think about the future but what is it though
Seeing different lanes, she don't even know

I been seeing roads I never thought about
Premonitions we ain't ever talked about
And opening up ain't really something I'm about
Just know that imma still love you without a doubt
I'm tryna be like pops the way I'm handling all this bullshit all alone
And that's ironic in this glass house that I'm busy throwing stones
I've been drowning in these problems and these thoughts for so damn long
Dreaming lucid, doing nothing, now I can't tell where I'm going
Only person that I'm ever really true to is this pen and page, that's why I write this song
And it's not like I got trust issues, I ain't been afraid, just used to being on my own
I've only been around like 20 years, ain't seen a lot, but know so much, I'm talking like I'm grown
I've written about the good days, heartbreaks, lessons and the pain that made me strong

Lately I been feeling like I'm numb, I been numb, I been numb
Heart stopped, can't breathe, can't feel my tongue
Mama told me think about the future but what is it though
Seeing different lanes, she don't even know