balance

Oh baby I don't think you understand it
Just tell me what's the reason for the malice
I can't give the world but here's a palace
An' I can't give my all, there's just to much damage
I swear you saw the light in me then you took advantage
I'm haunted by the ghost of everything that we started
I just gave too much and tricked myself to keep it balanced
But baby there's no balance no

I tried to fix the cracks but ended up inside of 'em
Echo chamber every word it's almost like I still confide in 'em
An' this silence full of voices and I can't seem to run and hide from 'em
I tried to build these walls for safety but my demons still reside in 'em
Crazy
I've been numb to the touch, I don't feel nothin'
All this noise in my head, and I still love it
Every scar that I wear got a real function
It remind me who I was when I felt somethin'
I've been buried in the pain, then I rise from it
Every tear that I shed had a life on it
Keep what you broke, you took light from it
An' hate is a word I survive from it.

Maybe you loved me just to say that you could
But you came and broke me like I said that you would

Oh baby I don't think you understand it
Just tell me what's the reason for the malice
I can't give the world but here's a palace
An' I can't give my all there's just to much damage
I swear you saw the light in me then you took advantage
I'm haunted by the ghost of everything that we started
I just gave too much and tricked myself to keep it balanced
But baby there's no balance no