Tom Holland Oates

(I wish I was in the qua-)
(Ah I don't like that, let me try something else)

I wish I was in the quantum realm
Just for a minute
All this bullshit surrounding me is driving me insane
And the way that it's looking
I think I may be better off taking a
Breath of fresh air underwater
And the way that it's feeling
It feels so revealing and I can tell that
Everyone knows I'm trippin'

'Cause it gives me so much anxiety
I can't find a reason to stay
I need something else to resort to
I can't get away

So then I text my friends
Close my eyes and count to ten
Just wait for you to leave again
Then I'll pretend
I'm better on my own
And even though that's such a goddamn lie
I think it might be worth a try
Something to keep you off my mind from time to time

So I don't feel like
So I don't feel like
Like I'm a joke to every person that I know
A loser lacking sense and self-control

I can't find a way out
I've been looking
But I can't find a place to go

So then I text my friends
Close my eyes and count to ten

(One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight)
Nine, ten

Text my friends
Close my eyes and count to ten
Just wait for you to leave again
Then I'll pretend, I'm better on my own
And even though that's such a goddamn lie (such a goddamn lie)
I think it might be worth a try (I think it might be worth it)
Something to keep you off my mind from time to time
So I don't feel like
I just don't feel right