Текст песни Falling Sandcastle - Out Of Place

Feeling stuck
Like i'm out of luck and sinking fast
Looking for a better grasp
To hold on to the present past
Know i'm not alone but it doesn't feel like i'm here now
Waiting for the minutes and seconds to guide the count down
The final resting place of the person i thought i was
Trudge through the muck and mire left behind desire
The fire no longer burning plus i'm feeling tire
Want to relax but the memories don't wash away
Guess it's the cost of living when you lost your place
Trying to document behavior but an awkward case
Doesn't get along with many and still odds to face
Waking up with a mission than evolve to stay
Feeling lost on my decision as i fall and fade
Don't call for ad
I deserve to be a messy waste
Numb in fact
Keeping reaction under wraps
If i ever make it home i'll never leave your side detached

I don't fit in anywhere
And don't believe in getting there
Sinking in a pile of residue and thinning air
Holding on isn't as precious when you're feeling bare
Arms reach but remember that nobody cares