One Last Letter (feat. Christian Twite)

I been thinkin' bout you, (bout you)
I been thinkin' bout you
Thinkin' thinkin' bout you
I been thinkin' bout you, (bout you)
I been thinkin' bout you

How you doin dawg, how ya been
Stayin' out of trouble, how's your Mamanem
How's work, how's the dog, how's the hustle been
How's life, how's the songs, know you're singin' them
Me and mine are doin fine I had a baby girl
Swear to God she gon' rule the world
You know me, I ain't really checked in in a minute
So I figured, I would finally write a letter like a lyric
I would sing it so you hear it
Cuz I never took the time to have a real talk
Real talk, wish I never let you veer off
I just wanted you to win and never look back
I just wanted you to ride with me, kill tracks
And now I'm writing you a letter like you're gonna read it
Maybe if I write it down you will maybe see it
I just wanna take it back, to the old days
Back then, even when you had your old ways
Called your number the other day and it still works
I just wanted it to ring cause it still hurts
I don't wanna let you go, it'll feel worse
And here I'm lookin past that rain like your own words
Man it's crazy cuz I swear that you're right here
Every rhyme, every verse, you're in my ear
Everywhere I seem to go, it is so clear
I could never let you go with just one tear
Why the fuck you gotta lose yourself
You coulda had a billion views yourself
You coulda made it for the people that could use your help
You had a gift and you blew it all for using yayo
And I ain't even gotta mention to say
I swear to God dawg you hurt a lot of people that day
I can hear the gun cock in my dreams
And almost hear her screamin' thinkin that she wasn't the means
And every time I think about it man I fall to my knees
Cuz it's the weight of the fact that you weren't there with me
I was on the road and you was all alone
And I took you off the tour like we weren't even homies
I meant to save your life but, you wouldn't even call me
I didn't even know that you was in the moment
Now I'm sittin' back like, you already showed me
I ain't pay attention to the stories that you told me

Lookin' out a wet window pane
Too many raindrops hittin'
You never did look past that rain, but there's a rainbow in it
Trust yourself and get with it
This isn't you just let the past burn out it's finished. Goodbye

I only wish that I could go back and listen
I love you dawg
Just know you're with me every single day of my life
And I thank you for watching over me and mine
Rest in paradise

I been thinkin' bout you, (bout you)
I been thinkin' bout you
I been thinkin' bout you
I been thinkin' I been thinkin' bout you

Fuck man
You know we be like 15
Talkin' about who was gonna pass away
You know wonderin' who it would be
I never thought it would be you man, I fuckin' miss you dawg
Losin' my best friend was
Honestly probably the worst thing that ever could happen to me
That shit fucked me up too bad