Текст песни talking to myself - PANDA HIKARI

Counting up the hours and the minutes on my phone
Got a room for 2 but really I am all alone
Feeling pain, but the drugs don't change
What's the use of taking them if you won't feel ok
Tell me where to go, Imma lose control
Never doing love again the girls they always go
Stuck inside the Hell, give me someone else
No one comes along that's why I'm talking to myself
Tell me how you're doing bro
I'm doing fine
Really
Nah, I kinda wanna die
But I thought you were through with that
Maybe Imma take it back
Boy, you better stop with that
Why, you don't got my back
Nah, you're only here to change my mind
Only wanna start more troubles in my life
Think about the times, and music we were making
I'm you
I know
That's prolly why you're hated

I don't wanna talk to myself
I don't understand why no one helps
I don't wanna talk to myself
I just want you and no one else
I just wanna talk to myself
I don't need no one, no more help
I just wanna talk to myself
I don't wanna talk to myself

Don't let me down again
Don't even make me cry
Cuz if I'm down again
I think I might die
Wish I could fly
Into the sky
Into a world
Just you and I
But life is cold
And I'm alone
Talking to my

I don't wanna talk to myself
I don't understand why no one helps
I don't wanna talk to myself
I just want you and no one else
I just wanna talk to myself
I don't need no one, no more help
I just wanna talk to myself
I don't wanna talk to myself

Sitting back, close my eyes, rewinding time
I think it's funny how she is the one who left me blind
She told me things that her ex would do to give her pain
But she did all those things to me so now they are the same
Nah, I gotta change my pattern
Everybody's struggling so love don't matter
Stuck up in Denial like my name was Saturn
All I hear are echoes like I'm screaming in a cavern but
Nah, it's always staying the same
Talking to myself and it's all in my brain
Playing all the songs that you said were your fave
Try to move along then I'm hit with the pain
Ayo I took a break, but really feel the same
I'll never hate, but girl I might just have to change
Like everyday, why did you push me far away
But here I am talking to myself everyday

I don't wanna talk to myself
I don't understand why no one helps
I don't wanna talk to myself
I just want you and no one else
I just wanna talk to myself
I don't need no one, no more help
I just wanna talk to myself
I don't wanna talk to myself

Let's not fight
Your darkness killed my light
You tell me things ain't right but still we talk like every night
And you don't understand
I think you play pretend
Girl
Girl
Never gonna see you hold my hand

I don't wanna talk to myself
I don't understand why no one helps
I don't wanna talk to myself
I just want you and no one else
I just wanna talk to myself
I don't need no one, no more help
I just wanna talk to myself
I don't wanna talk to myself

I don't wanna talk to myself
I don't understand why no one helps
I don't wanna talk to myself
I just want you and no one else
I just wanna talk to myself
I don't need no one, no more help
I just wanna talk to myself
I don't wanna talk to myself