Frostbite

Look what it is
It's this time again
Those Christmas movies
Gingerbread cookies
When you adored me
I tried and tried again
To treat you like a friend
But oh, it feels so fake
It doesn't feel the same
When you and me were more
I told you I'd let go
But my heart is in my throat
Think it's time to let you know

I hate when this time comes around
When the snowflakes start falling down
Where the fireplace used to be loud
Ever since that you left it's been out
I'm stuck in a place without sound
But the silence hasn't been this loud
Oh, the tree's never shining bright now
'Cause the star is nowhere to be found

I'm so stuck in this drought
Yet I feel like I drown
All that's left of me is just a million pieces
Shattered all over the place
I'm trying to find words I could say
I'm biting my tongue full of frost
'Cause talking won't bring back what's lost
I believe more in Santa Claus
Way more than I believe in love
Oh, I'm here pleading
Yelling at the ceiling
Internally bleeding
Looking for ways that could heal me

I hate when this time comes around
When the snowflakes start falling down
Where the fireplace used to be loud
Ever since that you left it's been out
I'm stuck in a place without sound
But the silence hasn't been this loud
Oh, the tree's never shining bright now
'Cause the star is nowhere to be found