Journey

Steal my eyes and I will see you through on this bitter sweet journey
Take my hand and I will lead you to the so called end
Hold me tight and I'll forgive you for making, making me stay
Tell me lies and then I'll leave you, cause lies are made of fear
You better be strong for me
I said you better be strong for me
You better be strong for me
I said you better be strong for me
You better be strong for me
I said you better be strong for me
You better be strong
Since day one my lifes been bipolar
Feels like the world revolves on my shoulders
Counting down my final days and every minutes getting colder
Standing on the sidelines watching as my sisters getting older
I feel a storm brewing,
Heading for collision guess the nature's misses isn't sober
William tried tell me to watch out
But at fifteen I didnt listen no more
John stopped picking up his phone so in '16 I didnt miss him no more
Now I'm popping pills sipping jin and slitting wrists I'm so bored
I'm gone
Steal my eyes and I will see you through on this bitter sweet journey
Take my hand and I will lead you to the so called end
Hold me tight and I'll forgive you for making, making me stay
Tell me lies and then I'll leave you, cause lies are made of fear
You better be strong for me
I said you better be strong for me
You better be strong for me
I said you better be strong for me
You better be strong for me
I said you better be strong for me
You better be strong
Mother was a drug addict gettin into bad habits
Father was nothing to me but a big old sack of shit
After our last talk you ain't ever hear me call him dad again
My insides feeling empty, once again it's happening
Ain't felt like this since God took Rhonda's life
Then I got the calls that Johnny and Mommom died
I hate this life please just get me off this ride
Come be inside my realm
Embrace the evil let the good hide and dwell
I'm your father now the D-E-V-I-L
Steal my eyes and I will see you through on this bitter sweet journey
Take my hand and I will lead you to the so called end