die tryin

Hit me hard with lemons life gives me
Tears me heaven
Weak pulses
Can't hear
I think I'm way too fucked

Whenever I'm ready it's always too late
Think god knows too much
Weak pulses
Can't breathe

But I try
And I try
And I'm trying
Crying

And I try
I will try
As long as I'm
Not dying

I still try
And will try
One day I might
Shining

I'll keep trying
And I try
At least I'll die
Trying

Ten years
Been giving all my good times
Asking 'bout mine
Keeping something good going
Like everything's fine

Profession, this version
I've been someone
So long
Broken, searching what's mine

But I try
And I try
And I'm trying
Crying

And I try
I will try
As long as I'm
Not dying

I still try
And will try
One day I might
Shining

I'll keep trying
And I try
At least I'll die

Cheers to what I've lost
That had passed and never rise
Cheers to all the criticize
Turned me into what never was
Cheers to what's coming next
What life brings
That I might not survive
Ooh

But I try
And I try
And I'm trying
Crying

I still try
And will try
As long as I'm
Not dying

And I try
And will try
One day I might
Shining

I'll keep trying
And I try
At least I'll die
Trying