Paralytic

What you say?
All I feel is hate
Don't you ever look my way, that's a cold dreary fate
Wake up to shakes, never felt safe
That's a dull ache, that's a cold dreary fate
Don't mistake, I will bloom late
I will change pace, I will burn in the rain
Make it known now, I wear dirt crown
And I rose out the ground (and I rose out of the ground)

And I meant well, (and I meant well) I just couldn't tell
What's good for me, what's bad

So I keep my comments in my head
Like you ever understand anyway
Can we conversate?
Or just listen to the airwaves
Now you know, now you know
It's my turn to decide like always
Paralysis

Win the room over with a couple tings said from the chest
Win the social interaction with a blow to the head
Go ahead place your bets
Who goes quiet first and who ends up dead

From the dust I was found on my lonely
It was bleak in the dark then it showed me
How to live in the gloom, I'll be stonger
I done lived through the pain, skin is thicker

And I'm running out of words for the story
I'm burnt out, I'm the ashes on the concrete (concrete)
And no one's gonna help me (no one's gonna help me)
And no one's gonna help me

No one's coming I know
I might as well stay ghost
I might as well no show
I might as well burn cold
Just listen I've made my decision
Burn all the letters in rhythm
Burn all the letters in rhythm

I'm not waiting for gold
I'm not coming I'll go
I've been waiting for so fucking long
Too many songs
Too many songs
Just listen I've made my decision
Burn all the letters in rhythm

So I keep my comments in my head
Like you ever understand anyway
Can we conversate?
Or just listen to the airwaves
Now you know, now you know
It's my turn to decide like always
Paralysis

Win the room over with a couple tings said from the chest
Win the social interaction with a blow to the head
Go ahead place your bets
Who goes quiet first and who ends up dead