Текст песни When You're Near - PXRODI

PXRODI bleeding in the beat

I'm pulling away
I feel like I don't matter to you
I'm going to cave into everything I crave
I'm tryna be good
But I can't follow your ways
The demons in my brain say I'm dying today

I'm fiending for love
But I turn to drugs
You say you love me though
You abandoned me
You are still here
Though you're not there
It just feels weird
When you're near

When I get in town
I gotta be on the lookout
To protect myself from things that come out your mouth (your mouth)
Invalidating me
Just by your energy
You love misgendering
Showing me, you don't hear me
I escape to another planet
Where it's less hectic
And I can't forget it
All, all of the bullshit

I'm fiending for love
But I turn to drugs
You say you love me though
You abandoned me
You are still here
Though you're not there
It just feels weird
When you're near

Got a few things to get off my chest
I been thinking 'bout this all day, yeah
Now I feel broken and worn (worn)
You spoke to me
With ignorance and hypocrisy
You were tryna tell me that you fucking love me
But it comes with pain (pain)
You told me that you don't agree with the way that I live my life
Why do you always remind me?

I'm pulling away
I feel like I don't matter to you
I'm going to cave into everything I crave
I'm tryna be good
But I can't follow your ways
The demons in my brain say I'm dying today

I'm fiending for love
But I turn to drugs
You say you love me though
You abandoned me
You are still here
Though you're not there
It just feels weird
When you're near

I'm fiending for love
Love
Love
Drugs
You're not there
When you're near