Текст песни between the lines - Paintriiip

22 feels like forever
Thought I would change for the better
But I go up and down, I've seen
So many tears and bloody sleeves
The pain, it came and went and then
I laid and dreamt of death again
Where's god? Where's god?
Please save me cause it hurts, god, it hurts, god
But this ain't even the first time
Ain't even the worst time
Every time I'm up I think that this finally gon work
I hope too much just to revert and say this ain't gon work
I diminish my worth
I wanna leave this earth, god
Tell me what I should do
Tell me what you would do
Please just tell me something
I'm convinced that I'm nothing
I just wanna smile too
Wanna stay a while to
See my family proud dude
God it's such a shame that I just dream of getting out soon

I dreamt the dream, I went too deep, I read between the lines
I dreamt to be forever free from every lie
I'll never be the best of me, I've yet to be fine
I long to leave reality and the race against time

I dream my dream, I don't need to sleep
All these thoughts in my head, every one I keep
Holding onto my seat, don't know what I seek
Can't fall on my knees and I wanna believe
That I'm onto at least a part of the scene
Where all of the things all are where they need to be
Sometimes I think that I'm all too weak
To stand, yeah I got two feet
But I want two wings, wanna fly away
But my soul want more, took all I could take
If I stayed one more, I would honestly break
Every day that I wake I pray shit'll change
For me, for them, forever
I wish that they would never die
Living out these memories but only few we memorize
I see their pain and feel it too
Seeking out a different view
Demons always creeping, don't believe me till they eat at you
I just wanna feel right
This shit ain't a real life
Materialism, imprisonments just to steal light
And I ain't got much left, but they can't take my soul
And I ain't got none here, I wanna take control
I wanna take my flight, but don't know where to go
So if I take my life, please don't stop the show now

I dreamt the dream, I went too deep, I read between the lines
I dreamt to be forever free from every lie
I'll never be the best of me, I've yet to be fine
I long to leave reality and the race against time