Текст песни hardtostopthinking - Paintriiip

It's funny how I think so much and ain't got shit to write about
But all my thoughts flood the gates as soon as the lights is out
Maximum discomfort, ain't a damn thing to my liking now
Think I'm used to feeling low, cause I don't even fight it now
I used to keep a journal, I ain't write in like a year or so
Introverted little fucker, don't let no one near me though
I need the most ears up close to listen but I fear it though
I'll drop some shit and disappear then think "man they don't hear me yo"
I performed at CETPA then went to therapy there
And Diana was the sweetest, she made me feel like she cared
It's been a minute since I've felt like I can openly share
With someone that ain't guitar loops with a kick and snare
Blow the spliff in the air, blow my high if you dare
I get high when I'm low, shit I'm already there
Pessimistic overthinker, what a wonderful pair
Throw a blunt in the mix, momma say me a prayer because

I love getting high, but I don't like thinking
Down the rabbit hole I go, I go sinking
Worry my heart and mind for no reason
It's hard to not, and it's hard to stop
I love getting high, but I don't like thinking
Down the rabbit hole I go, I go sinking
Worry my heart and mind for no reason
It's hard to not, and it's hard to stop

I wake up, first thought is "man, I hate this shit"
I put a beat on and get mad that I can't think of shit
Same demos, 2 years since I made them shits
Feels like lifetimes ago and I'm aging quick
I want the whips and a crib for my moms too
I wanna quit and to live how I want to
I wanna sing bout everything that I've gone through
Seem like everybody win but just not you
This life could make you feel like you the chosen one and shit
A couple likes, a couple comments, you the coldest at this shit
So you the shit, but that's just something that them haters won't admit
Man, you must be out your mind dawg, you better get a grip
I said fuck a 9 to 5, now I work all day
Can't even quit this motherfucker, cause who else gon pay
Finding comfort in telling myself "it's not your day"
So I get high all day, stuck in my mind all day, oh man I

Love getting high, but I don't like thinking
Down the rabbit hole I go, I go sinking
Worry my heart and mind for no reason
It's hard to not, and it's hard to stop
I love getting high, but I don't like thinking
Down the rabbit hole I go, I go sinking
Worry my heart and mind for no reason
It's hard to not, and it's hard to stop