Текст песни I really fucked it up - Pocket Key

Why am I like this?
Why am I like this
I got two left feet and I blame it on you
I find the dynamite and I make us go boom-boom-boom
And I don't wanna be like this
I'm tryna talk to my therapist
In truth I know it's me and all my issues
I hate when I come home and I put them on you, ooh, ooh

I swear, I'm not terrible, I just get emotional
I end up sayin' sorry every time

I wanna cause a scene just to feel alive
Maybe I'm only mean 'cause I know you're mine
And I hate myself for making you cry
I know, that I really fucked it up this time

Hurricane blowing through your town
I know it's hard for you just to stick around
And I hate mysеlf for making you cry
I know, that I really fucked it up this time

I know, that I really fucked it up this time

I promise it'll be the last time
That I do all the things that I said that I wouldn't do last night
Then I lose my shit and I slam the door
And I ask myself, what did I do that for?
I'm the damaged type but it's no excuse
For all of my hurt the hurt I'm living, giving onto you

I swear, I'm not terrible, I just get emotional
I end up saying sorry everytime

I wanna cause a scene just to feel alive
Maybe I'm only mean 'cause I know you're mine
And I hate myself for making you cry
I know, that I really fucked it up this time
Hurricane blowing through your town
I know it's hard for you just to stick around
And I hate myself for making you cry
I know, that I really fucked it up this time

I wanna cause a scene just to feel alive
Maybe I'm only mean 'cause I know you're mine
And I hate myself for making you cry
I know, that I really fucked it up this time

Hurricane blowing through your town
I know it's hard for you just to stick around
And I hate myself for making you cry
I know, that I really fucked it up this time

My mouth keeps on running trying to catch up with my brain
And I'm barely saying all the things that caused me pain
Before, I fail and I watch you walk away I'll say
That I really fucked it up big time

The fight is over the battle is done
But even the most impossible battles
Can still be won