Текст песни Hiding Pain - Premium Jae

Still ain't over my lil cousin death he died in twenty twelve
Thinking bout you made me shed a tear
I really miss my mans
Rip my cousin Redd you never dead you living on
I really started making music to put my life in every song
Member being on Malcolm street the red zone
We tryna hustle selling niggas oregano till people caught on to our hustle
Long live my cousin Gwen I hate to see you gone away
Lupus might have took you down
But yo presence here day to day
Remember looking up to people now they looking up to me
Crazy how the tables turn you got to be quick on ya feet
Flashing money don't hide the pain
I really want my people to ball
I give this shit up today if that mean I have my folk tomorrow

I'm tryna hide all these scars and pain behind all these diamonds
You look at life different when you down and everybody shining
Million dollars worth of game like I'm Wallow and Ghillie
I'm standing on top of shit niggas cant get no where near me
I took so many losses in my life its getting to me
Hiding pain ain't never easy its always gone show to me
Pouring out liquor for my people don't fix the pain in me
So many thoughts inside my head I need some type of therapy

Remember picking up the pen tryna chase my thoughts and dreams
You told me to give it all I got lowkey was pushing me
When you in poverty that shit be hard to make yo dreams come true
I'm standing on what I believe in hard work gone make it foo
Granny told me I'm a be a star
I asked her when and how
I used to wanna rush my life
But I'm better with patience now
You ever sat inside ya car crying cause you deep in pain
Mentally you going through it but nobody cant tell a thang
Find a way to let it out
You gone feel better when you done
Stepping how I wanna step like I'm on stomp the yard or some
Pushing how I'm posed to push cause I got people pushing me
Some people told me I was ghetto now they kids look up to me
Never let the grind burn you out
You got to find a reason
If you got support you got to look out don't turn on ya peoples
Never run off on ya kids
Never let yo team starve
Stack ya money while you can
Losses get expensive bruh

I took so many losses in my life its getting to me
Hiding pain ain't never easy its always gone show to me
Pouring out liquor for my people don't fix the pain in me
So many thoughts inside my head I need some type of therapy