Текст песни Down - Problematic

Lexmore

My life a book, but I'm stuck up on the same chapter
I need a change, to the point nothin' else matters
My palms sweaty, I've been hidin' my anxiety
My OCD, can't lie, truly bothers me

I know my music helps you cope, it is therapeutic
I spent my whole life, walkin' around, feelin' worthless
There's a lot more, when you look beneath the surface
Just know that you're not alone, and you do deserve it

Hopin' one day maybe, will be understood
And say goodbye to depression, that has left me shook
You see resentment, when you look into my eyes
But one thing's for certain, you won't take away my pride, no!

I struggle, too, tryna find the words to say
So have to write it down, only way I can explain
I feel I'm on the verge, where I wanna run away
There's not a single drug (that can take away this pain)

These walls are cavin' in
I'm losin' all my strength
This world has got me
Down, down, down, down, down
No one to call a friend
They all leave, in the end
I'm feelin' hella
Down, down, down, down, down

Another day where I'm drownin' in my misery
The things that used to bring me pleasure don't mean shit to me
I guess my dopamine is lower than it should've been
And how come every time I speak, no one listening?

I thought that changin' my environment was the solution
But my problems still follow, there is no improvement
I see a failure, when I look into the mirror
But everyone around me see a winner, it is clear

I cannot go on like this another fuckin' year
Even God, I've been neglectin', life is not what it appears
Dancin' with the devil, got my finger on the trigger
I'm so close to givin' in, but I know I'm not a quitter

I'm a broken record, you can sense that I am fed up
I'll tell you how I feel, you just say to keep my head up
Maybe it is true, I am cursed, it's in my genes
Been handed down a century (there's no point in helpin' me, no)

These walls are cavin' in
I'm losin' all my strength
This world has got me
Down, down, down, down, down
No one to call a friend
They all leave, in the end
I'm feelin' hella
Down, down, down, down, down

Why do I still dwell on things I can't fix?
My emotions get the best of me, a sad trip
Have good intentions, but I've been lost in the abyss
I pray, I find my way out, before my heart quits

You can call me pessimistic, I won't disagree
I see life through a different lens, practically
I stay alone, to protect my own sanity
I'm fearin' of the unknown, waitin' anxiously

Don't worry, keep goin', everything'll be okay
Be happy, why you sad? That is all they ever say
I'm mad, I'm stressed, put my limits to the test
Got everything I wanted, yet, I am such a mess

Truthfully, I should prob'ly pray to God, more
And practice gratitude, the key to open new doors
I'm stubborn, I admit it, that's a huge flaw
I feel like bein' stressed (has become my new job)

These walls are cavin' in
I'm losin' all my strength
This world has got me
Down, down, down, down, down
No one to call a friend
They all leave, in the end
I'm feelin' hella
Down, down, down, down, down

These walls are cavin' in
I'm losin' all my strength
This world has got me
Down, down, down, down, down
No one to call a friend
They all leave, in the end
I'm feelin' hella
Down, down, down, down, down
These walls are--