I get that im not perfect. Why do i keep on reminding myself?

1 They would be so pissed the way i treat my self worth if they were still alive
2 BRIGHTNESS
3 Do you still love me? Why?
4 Im sorry i ask it so many times im just in my head alot and im still surprised you have not hated me yet
5 I would have been long dead if music did not exist
6 Please let go
7 Its not gonna be the same
8 I get that im not perfect. Why do i keep on reminding myself?
9 And then everything comes back full circle
10 Golden umbilical chord