Текст песни Blank Winds - Puzzle

Im so surprised that you can see through me
But not even hide the fact that you can't read me
Because I'm open I think I'm open like a book
I'm never easy to read when will the page turn for me?

I'm going back like
I'm going back
I'm going back and fourth
It's always like this

I cannot despise myself more than I already do
I hate the fact that I make you wait on me
I think I'm right maybe I'm right maybe I'm not
I'm always kicking myself when will the page turn for me

I'm going back like
I'm going back
I'm going back and fourth
It's always like this

I will blow over like the wind
But before we dry off I want to go for one more swim
I cant explain how blank I feel (today?)
I wish this shit was over I want it to be the right way