Текст песни Question X, Y - Quiet Commotion

As every night turns into day
I feel made of clay
Words are only sounds
But not in my head
Love turns to hate, hate
I was born as a boy
But I don't feel like
I'll interrupt myself
Before I finish that sentence
I went to the ocean and dug a big hole
So I could lie down, down
Would you hold on if I went out?
Black as the night, night
Let the water wash over my head
I have played my role
I'll go to bed
I don't wanna be dead
Would you hold on to my ghost?
I feel sick at my body host
On the phone you sound just as alone
I'm just a kid, I'm just a child
Question why did I get X, Y
I'm just a kid, I'm just a child
Question why did I get X, Y
Would you catch my ghost if I slipped out of your arms?
Would you sit and watch while my body shatters completely?