Текст песни Far from Heaven - R-Mean

I take a toke of this weed, feeling like I'm bulletproof
And I just fucked a bad bitch, so my confidence is thru the roof
I know i said I'd change my ways, but the mic became a murder weapon
Gettin closer and closer to hell, gettin further and further from heaven
Im losin my way but to who do I pray
Sex drugs and money, another beautiful day
In Cali, where the climate's great but the weather is unpredictable cuz dogs bite and guns bark
That tough talk leave it at home
We're lost souls in need of a home
Im steady searching but this loneliness won't leave me alone
These bitches blow up my phone, i told em i ain't got time
Im tryna change the world baby, they think Im outta my mind
Out on my grind but these bitches hit me, can not even kiss her
Dont really know this broad homie, but i know shes sombody's sister
Her brother was my biggest fan, he bumpin my shit
Not knowin next door his little sister sucking my dick
Im sorry mama, i know I'm wrong, just know I'm gone
Im too far to turn back baby, just know Its on
Lucifer lucifer, she welcomed me with open arms
Its Pentagon, i got it tatted like a code of arms
Im far from heaven
I watched Lucifer fall from heaven
Cuz even the devil was once an angel
The truth is heavy and painful and this my heart's confession
And thats why Im far from heaven
I watched Lucifer fall from heaven
Cuz even the devil was once an angel
The truth is heavy and painful and this my heart's confession

I speak the bottom of my heart off the top of my lungs
From the bottom we done started to the top, here we come
Built it from the bottom up, broken but still was strong
Rock bottom a solid foundation to build it on
I can't just let it fall apart, the countless wars we fought
Be overthinking shit but i can't outsmart my heart
Tried to just show em love
But kindness is weakness, c'mon
That humble shit ain't pay off man, maybe Jesus was wrong
Cuz this ain't heaven we live in, lets give em hell
I rep it till Im murdered off
Yall lost like sheep, Im the sheppard like a German dog
Press em till they turn to God
And turn to depression like they was a suicidal adolescent being bullied uh!
Cuz Mean's a gemini, divided like apartheid
That's bout to give in to the pressures of the darkside
Ya'll praising all this mediocrity, c'mon
Bowing to the servants that was sitting in my throne
Yo, best believe they try their best to get the best of me
Rappers be taking shots but they shooting blanks like vasectomies
Thinking they really get to me
Birthing nothing except the inner strength in me
I know the Lord be thinking less and less of me
Cuz Im far from heaven, getting closer to hell
I guess I'm losing my way
Said I'm far from heaven, getting closer to hell
I guess I'm losing my way
Im so far from heaven, getting closer to hell
I think i just need to pray
Cuz im so far from heaven
Dear Father in Heaven...

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