Текст песни idiosyncrasies - Roze

I'm a disgrace
Ashamed to show my face
Heart is beating fast
Yeah it ain't slow
My hands are shaking so
Everybody hates me even though they say they don't
Brain tells me to stop the tears but I won't
Why is my life just falling apart?
Rip it to shreds
Slowly stabbing my heart
I'm a spoiled narcissist
With unreciprocated love
That I can't resist
Surrounded by people I secretly hate
Naive dreams that pass me by and it's too late
I've got problems, they're dismissed
They're just minor and will always exist
So that's why nobody cares about my problems
Maybe it's because nobody knows I got 'em

Idiosyncrasies
That's all they can see in me
All the struggles all indomitable
Trust me I've tried, it's abominable
Idiosyncrasies
That's all they can see in me
All the struggles all indomitable
Trust me I've tried, it's abominable

Melancholy, Melatonin
It's all the same all I know is that I'm lacking serotonin
Every minor inconvenience makes me feel punitive
I usually expect the worst though
Call me intuitive
How many calories?
Man I can't even check through my memory galleries
I don't wanna remember but I do
What happens when it finally kills you?
Now you're not stronger just weaker and drop dead dude

Idiosyncrasies
That's all they can see in me
All the struggles all indomitable
Trust me I've tried, it's abominable
Idiosyncrasies
That's all they can see in me
All the struggles all indomitable
Trust me I've tried, it's abominable

I often disagree in all matters proclaimed unaminity
All I seem to do is insubordination
From my problems there also lies a sense of evasion
Fiction, escapism, everything that's not real
Coping with it, giving reality a seal
Feeding into delusions, illusions and everything in between
I just wanna save my mind from the things I've seen
To despair I have been incurred
Due to reasons of behaviour other people found absurd

But aren't we all a little strange and unusual?

Idiosyncrasies
That's all they can see in me
All the struggles, all indomitable
Trust me I've tried, it's abominable
Idiosyncrasies
That's all they can see in me
All the struggles all indomitable
Trust me I've tried, it's abominable