Текст песни Cry for Me, Die for Me - RUSSELL!

Why won't you hold me
'Cause things don't look so bright
Don't you console me
'Cause I've been up all night
I need you to cry for me
There's not too many that would die for me
I need you to cry for me
There's not too many that would die for me, yeah

Lately man I been really feeling hella cold and shit
Isolated and alone and shit
Still waiting on a call from you
But shit's not a move 'cause you don't exist
Mom died, I'm feeling old and shit
It's way too fast how I grown and shit
Got me feeling hella down, down
Tryna smoke a lot so I can cope with it

I'm 24 ain't got a crib yet
I'm 24 I ain't live yet
I'm 24 and hella pissed that I can't even thank my momma with a big cheque
There's people living that got less than me
So I just try to think the best in these
Situations that be stressing me
So I don't act out to problems too aggressively

But people really trying push me
People really trying brush me
Out the wrong way
On the wrong days
But I just know they hella pussy
The other night I felt like ending shit
Got me calling up my ex and shit
Got me smoking cigarettes and shit
Alcohol got me confessing shit

Confessing things like
How I'm mad afraid
Mad afraid that this will all fail
Telling Pat to get a normal job
Telling Dad that I ain't doing well
Telling Mom that I've done met my days
My job got me hella sad and shit
'Cause this supposed to be the shit I love

My job supposed to give me happiness
On days I dream about my mom screaming
Laying down tryna fight for life
Tears start to run down my face
I sit and struggle tryna hide my eyes
'Cause everybody think I'm strong
Everybody think I'm stainless steel
Everybody think I'm made of metal

They don't get I'm fuckin' made of real
They don't get I've done slaved for real
They don't see I had a major deal
They don't know that I slept on a couch
Tryna plot shit out, so I could make it here
There's certain things that I want to say
But I don't know how they make you feel
They told me, Russell you were made for this
So I'mma work and make a bill (I'mma work and I'mma)

Why won't you hold me
'Cause things don't look so bright
Don't you console me
'Cause I've been up all night
I need you to cry for me
There's not too many that would die for me

I know you've been waiting
I know you've been patient
(Alright check)
I've been contemplating
On leaving life
But you make me
Wanna stay
Wanna stay

And as this night goes on
I imagine me holding you close
'Cause you're the one I trust the most
Tears fall on my shoulders
Tremble sometimes I get
So forgetful that you're always here
If not physically
Then through me
Rest easy, thank you