Текст песни Tea Spilt Oolong - RYAN F*CKING JIN

Realizing my present time let go of my past life
Realize that my friendships all come with a half life
Realize that it's time to let go a little too late
Swear that I don't have time, but my life just pass by
Realizing the people in my life can never stay with me too long
T minus how many years before they move on
Tea spilt on the leaves oolong, how I'm gonna do wrong
This time you gone
Have to rebuild my circle time and time again
I swear I'll never be the same
Last year I was a different person, went by different names
Swear I never felt this way
Colors of my recent life hit me in a different shade
Black and white, but I see the true colors either way
Staring at my clique and it clicks that they'll never stay
Have to cherish all the time I get before it's gone
Have to live my life before it's just a memory or song
Have to have the hard conversations I don't want
Have to make my choices for myself
So if I'm wrong, I'm wrong
At least it's for my own health
For my own wellbeing, do it for my own wealth
Chased the happiness for so long, time to choose help
Put people round me in the mindset parallel
Wish them all the best, even people in my past
Know that all my love for you is in my heart, it never left
Hurt to see you go but I will try to keep the laughs
Life is on a new path, I try and smile instead
Even have to see my family go, all that I can do is pay respects
If you choose to never contact, I'll do the same instead
Energy is in line, form is equivalent
No malicious intent, promise I'm benevolent
Not religious, but I see the people round me heaven sent
Higher power looking out for me and I'm blessed
Every closed door opens new opportunities
And every lost soul opens new continuities
Hope that I can gain the wisdom spread from the big bro
Spread from the time that I spent in my head
Spent all of my energy in work and life and friends
And unread messages that I'll never read again
Spent all of my money on the passion and the beauty of the craft
And hope it all pays off in the end
Spent all of my wisdom on the people that I love
Even ones that I don't, swear that they could get an in
Spent all of my empathy trying to be a good one
Being nice is easy and I'll try to do my best
Spent all of my energy in work and life and friends
And unread messages that I'll never read again
Spent all of my money on the passion and the beauty of the craft
And hope it all pays off in the end
Not sure where my life is gonna go but I can see my purpose now
I only have to wait for time to say the rest
Hate to see the people that I love have to go
But I'm grateful for our time and my mind lays rest
(C'mon, let's go)