Текст и перевод песни Rap Demon - Aiteraaf

Aiteraaf

Sabar toot chuka
Khoon chita
Jo kamaya lagaya mai sab phook chuka
Bhool chuka hu bil hake mai ehsaas-e-sukoon
Ehsaas-e-kamtari leke mujhe doob chuka
Nazar ne dekha jo woh kaise kardu andekha
Ansuna mai tang hu maa
Ke harr pall har ek sympt (sympathy) mai hai bass dhua dhua
Mai subha mai dekhu ye khwaab ke ek band kuwa
Mai band hu maa
Naa kaabil ae bardasht meri soch ka hai bojh
Har safar ki rukawat yahi rokta hai khauf
Mere nafs ko zameer mera kosta hai bohot
Mera maut ka ye shauk
Mujhe mujhse banara hai ye ajnabi
Ikhtiyaar mere bas mein nai
Intezaar meri haar ka in sab ko kabse
To ye lo suno khuskhabri ye mere labb se
Mein drugs pe na hun to likha jata nai ye ho ra mehsus
To wo snapchat freak mujhay bhejti hai muse, yeah
Mujhay karti amuse
Jab mirror walay pose mein wo khenchti hai
Yeah
Baby girl teri booze
Mujhay khatri sa kar rai hai
Killer on the loose
To phir aja set karain ground rules
Balkay faltu fazool motherfuck the asool
Mera aik hi asool
Never trust nobody
Mere apno ney murh kay aukaat dikha di
Saali waat lagadi
Yaani karwaton pe karwatain
Aur saans ni aati
Smoke until i'm brain dead
Smoke until i'm faded
I burn the fuckin air down
Its like i fuckin hate it
Ye sochain sochon ko hi sochti hain aaj kal
Kaan band par koi kaabu nai awaaz par
Rona nahi mard ban tu bardasht kar
Inhi baaton pe to chup betha khaas kar
Kaaghaz bhi aa chuka aajiz hai meri kalam se
Kasam se aik pal bhi nai hai aman mein
Har raat orhi chaadar lagay kaffan si
Aur subha mera jaagna mere khuda ka karam hai
Bharam se mout ghoomti bazaar mein
Andha dhun sab lagay wo kataar mein
Chatein thook kay wo lagi hui bhook mein
Suhaaney khaab door kay wujood ka
Zawaal ye
Jawaab milay nahi school ki kitaabon mein
Tab hi hua musaafir in khwaabon ki rahon mein
Chaon mein rehnay ka raha mujhay koi shok nai
Dhoop mein darbadar jawaabon ki hi khoj thi
Wohi baat kyun mein itna alag
Ata pata nahi duiya ka na parwa kakh
Ustaad us class mein agay hi thay kharay
Back bench pe mein betha safay lyrics se bharay
Paray hota tha hajoom se
Kaano pe headphone
Saron ki bachodiyon apni thi meri zone
Meri yaari aik raat ki tareeki se
Koi bhi na samjh sakay sochon ki bareeki mein
Smoke until i'm brain dead
Smoke until i'm faded
I burn the fuckin air down
Its like i fuckin hate it

Confession

My patience has run out
My blood is boiling
Everything I earned and invested, I have blown away
I have forgotten the feeling of peace
The feeling of worthlessness has drowned me
How can I ignore what my eyes have seen?
I am tired, my love
Because every moment, every symptom is just a cloud of smoke
In the morning, I see this dream of a closed well
I am stuck, my love
I am not capable of enduring the weight of my thoughts
The obstacle of every journey is the same, fear
My conscience torments me about my instincts
My obsession with death
Makes me a stranger to myself
My choices are not mine
How long have they been waiting for my defeat?
So listen to this good news from my lips
If I'm not on drugs, this feeling is not realized
So that Snapchat freak sends me nudes, yeah
She amuses me
When she poses in revealing positions
Yeah
Baby girl, your booze
Is starting to scare me
Killer on the loose
So let's set the ground rules
Rather, fuck the useless principles
I have only one principle
Never trust nobody
My own people have turned around and shown me my place
They have made me crawl
Meaning, turning on my side
And I can't breathe
Smoke until I'm brain dead
Smoke until I'm faded
I burn the fuckin air down
Its like I fuckin hate it
These thoughts only think thoughts these days
Ears closed but no control over the sound
Don't cry, man up and endure
Especially because of these words
Even the paper is tired of my pen
I swear, there is no moment of peace
Every night the same sheet feels like a shroud
And my awakening in the morning is a miracle from my God
Death roams the market in disguise
Everyone follows blindly in line
They are hungry and spit on each other
Distant dreams of a beautiful existence
This decline
The answers are not found in textbooks
That's why I became a traveler on these dreamy paths
I don't want to live in comfort
I was a wanderer in search of answers
Why am I so different?
I don't care about the world or its rules
The teacher was at the front of the class
I was sitting on the back bench, filling clean songs with lyrics
I was estranged from the crowd
Headphones on my ears
My own zone of mind-fuckery
My friendship with the darkness of night
No one could understand the details of my thoughts
Smoke until I'm brain dead
Smoke until I'm faded
I burn the fuckin air down
Its like I fuckin hate it