Текст песни Figure It Out - Rapid Fire

I don't wanna talk, don't wanna feel
Don't wanna know that what I keep inside of me is real
Push it down so far, can't tell me anything
You'll never know the way that my reality is grim
Fuck the caring words, don't mean a thing to me
Can't even be the person that I want myself to be
Stupid fucking bullshit every single fucking day
I'll figure it out on my own, don't give a fuck what you have to say

So where do I go?

Kept in the dark too long
How long can I put off righting my wrongs?
I know I can't get by placing the blame
On everyone else just to hide from my shame

But I don't wanna talk, don't wanna feel
Just keep telling myself that it's not a big deal
Choosing not to face myself, I'll keep getting by
Just keep saying who, what, when, but never fucking why
Getting sick and tired of the same old fucking story
But what else is there left to say when life's so fucking boring?
Stupid fucking bullshit every single fucking day
I'll figure it out on my own, but what if there's a different fucking way?

So where do I go

Kept in the dark too long
How long can I put off righting my wrongs?
I know I can't get by placing the blame
On everyone else just to hide from my shame