Текст песни I Don't Know You - Rasti

I feel lost and I'm afraid
Like I am holding a grenade
Like all my hours I spent laboring
Will simply be unpaid
Need to convey
That I am hopeless
I got to write this
I already wrote it
Lord hold it
Could you please respond
If you're out there
In the great beyond
That's what they said to me
I don't know what I'm questioning
Probly cause it is everything
Look my parents been texting me
I am looking for anything
I don't wanna feel this way
Please help
Oh no response
No response
Crying yet again
I've been searching
But my family says I'm not a real Christian
Things I do not know
Are things that keep me up at night
This toxic church and toxic people show me
This is not the light

You don't know me
I don't know you
But you seem in defeat
Like I should know who you are
Tell me my name
And I'll tell you okay
But you know that
I'm confused about it anyways
You don't know me
I don't know you
But you seem in defeat
Like I should know who you are
Tell me my name
And I'll tell you okay
But you know that
I'm confused about it anyways

Clayton sit down in the pew and shut up
In the basement screaming
Beat me in the bathroom
Then I sat inside that classroom
I hate everything
But can't tell all my friends
That I am suffering
You were always hovering
While mom would sit there shuddering
I hate this
Tell me I don't know
Make up all the facts and go
Screaming praying yelling Jesus
I'm speechless
Fearing all my weakness
That one time I cried for help
You slapped me in the face
I'm a perfect father
I would never beat my kid
Okay dad
Lie to me
Lie to me
Never told me sorry
Your apology was so distorted
It became a pity party
You don't want to recognize
The blood you took from me
Then I'll stay away a while
And just address it publicly

You don't know me
I don't know you
But you seem in defeat
Like I should know who you are
Tell me my name
And I'll tell you okay
But you know that
I'm confused about it anyways
You don't know me
I don't know you
But you seem in defeat
Like I should know who you are
Tell me my name
And I'll tell you okay
But you know that
I'm confused about it anyways

You know
You know
You know
The things you said to me
But you know
You know
You know
Think it's time
For me to leave
Think it's time
For me to leave
Think it's time
For me to leave

You don't know me
I don't know you
But you seem in defeat
Like I should know who you are
Tell me my name
And I'll tell you okay
But you know that
I'm confused about it anyways
You don't know me
I don't know you
But you seem in defeat
Like I should know who you are
Tell me my name
And I'll tell you okay
But you know that
I'm confused about it anyways