Текст песни Romantic Vivisection - Rat Jesu

The mirror in the morning light
Leaves my body feeling like
I just drank some pesticide
I can't see my face inside
I'll try my best to paint it on
This body I call a prison
There's a girl inside a cage
While a boy takes center stage
Like an actor on TV
Never been the real me
But changing right now seems like hell
So I'll just learn to hate myself
If you insulate
The self hate
It's now a part of you
You have to kill that too
It's cutthroat
I keep choking on this feeling deep inside
Somethings wrong
I know what it is
But I'm to scared to admit
That I'd rather fail at being a woman
Than go on being a man
If you remember him could you please try to forget if you can
Pray every day Ill wake up in the body I belong
Sometimes I don't know if I am even real at all
I only hope I find the girl inside but even then
If god wasn't a cunt she'd cut me up and try again
Romantic Vivisection
Kill me and then go to heaven
Take me apart and put me back together
As something beautiful forever
Romantic Vivisection
Kill me and then go to heaven
Take me apart and put me back together
As something beautiful forever
Romantic Vivisection
Kill me and then go to heaven
Take me apart and put me back together
As something beautiful forever
Romantic Vivisection
Kill me and then go to heaven
Take me apart and put me back together
As something beautiful forever