Текст песни Lightning Bugs - Raymond Woods

I'm feeling distant, today's environment is different
I can't quite point out the reason or be specific
Maybe have one foot in the grave and I need to pivot
Maybe it's because as much as they try, they just don't get it
Listen, hear that grandfather clock tick-ticking
Ticks and ticks and
Can feel the ground when it shifts
Euphoric moment or epiphany, it clicks
A glass of Jameson is sitting on my lips
Today's my last-my last fifth, I'll call it quits
Look around, beautiful blessing, what a gift
Throw it all away for my lil sis and my lil sis
Carrying my shield
If I lose the war and am buried in the field
Accept its scary and it's real, cause that's life
That's right, that's right, that's life
That's life, a fight, a fight

Blindfolds off, look away, look away
Pine-old-box where he lays to this day, hey
Signs, so lost on my way, on my way
I'm fine, I'm okay