Текст песни Rachel I regret - Raymond Xu Vlog

Would hook up with my boyfriend
What are you talking about
I think that's disgusting
What are you talking about
I've seen you guys on snap map
I've seen you guys on snap map
What are you talking about

Knew i was in the wrong not the right
Avoiding eyes like they're spotlights
Rachel said she free so here i come
My whole life coming undone
Snuck away so I could come again
Feel shame now I wasn't thinking then
I wasn't thinking then

Been with my ex for years at that time probably two
Lotta people knew about the situation not just you
I hooked up with rachel friend before
I like that i was tryna get her more
She aint single but told rachel about me
Ask me if im down i said probably
Whippin a 03 honda pilot
Picked up rachel yea we slidin
Swappin stories while we ridin
She was funny yea we vibin
She started a computer class
That she was teaching
I said i always wanted to do that
But i was reaching

Knew i was in the wrong not the right
Avoiding eyes like they're spotlights
Rachel said she free so here i come
My whole life coming undone
Snuck away so I could come again
Feel shame now I wasn't thinking then
I wasn't thinking then

Talkin on my bed
She push me against the wall
We doin something else instead
Givin me head
Then she climb on top of me
Oh my god its happening
Im cheating I'm that bad guy from the movie
Running around finding any girl that wants to do me

I was eatin her out
She gave instructions about what style
She liked
I was trying for a while
But like
She never came never had in her life
My amateur tongue the reason why
Came in her mouth while she looked at my eyes
I felt alive but part of me died
How do i deal with whats inside

Knew i was in the wrong not the right
Avoiding eyes like they're spotlights
Rachel said she free so here i come
My whole life coming undone
Snuck away so I could come again
Feel shame now I wasn't thinking then
I wasn't thinking then

Next week she asked if she could see me again
Never talked about last time guess i did alright then
She snapchat chat she free 30 minutes
Im at her house on time
When she sent it
Afterwards i said we should go out some time
And i meant it
She said thought you were dating this chick
She thought it was an open relationship
I was thinking cap those ain't exist
I was thinking crap she know about my girl I'm in some shit
I swear I'm always chill but my stomach got a pit
She started shouting I'm never gonna fuck you again
Tell your girl you cheating right now in any event
I know who your girl is i can tell her myself and then
Think about how you're fucking wack cuz your actions you cant defend

Knew i was in the wrong not the right
Avoiding eyes like they're spotlights
Rachel said she free so here i come
My whole life coming undone
Snuck away so I could come again
Feel shame now I wasn't thinking then
I wasn't thinking then

Two girls at a time
To no girls at a time
Three of us happy to three of us cryin
That's talent right there thats me in my prime
Still think about rachel no im not fine
And her yellin at me and losin my shine
Doin my girl wrong that was the sign
To improve myself rhyme by rhyme
Goin through my journal line by line
Not rachels fault it was mine
My life outlook i redesign
My past and future im tryna find
Im leading myself I'm leading the blind
Can i see myself thats part of the grind
I'll be who i want someday
Its not the end of the journey its the climb

Rachel I regret