Текст песни ifonlyyouknew - Reed

Well, dreams, they feel real while we're in them, right?
It's only when we wake up
That we realize something was actually strange
Let me ask you a question
You never really remember the beginning of a dream, do you?
You always wind up right in the middle of what's going on
I guess, yeah
So how did we end up here?

Aye, yeah
Aye, look
If only you knew
What I'm really going through
If only you knew
How much I really owe to you
If only you knew
The straight up sober truth
If only you knew
If only you knew (yeah)
If only you knew
How much you really mean to me (for real)
If only you knew
If I just had the decency (if I just had the decency)
To tell you everything I've been thinking about recently
If only you knew

Yeah, so many times you held out your arms
Ready for when I would fall (you were ready)
And if I couldn't stand tall
You the one to keep supporting me
When all I could do is crawl (for real)
And I'm such a coward for not being able to say this to your face, so
I just made this song
But aye
You know me pretty well
I like to communicate through all of these melodies (I do)
You and I got one hell of a kind of a chemistry, I mean
Whenever I was dealing with some shit, I was able to push through
That was you
Goddamn, if only you knew, fuck

If only you knew
What I'm really going through
If only you knew
How much I really owe to you
If only you knew
The straight up sober truth
If only you knew
If only you knew (yeah)
If only you knew
How much you really mean to me (for real)
If only you knew
If I just had the decency (if I just had the decency)
To tell you everything I've been thinking about recently
If only you knew