Текст песни Sometimes I Just... - Rep

They said don't live life alone
Ive been alone for a while.
This little boy inside my spirit
Left his home as a child
I had family who loved me
There was never a doubt
But it was me who never showed up
For myself when I needed me wow
I never said that aloud
Guess I never was proud
It was so easy to blame others
Instead of calling me out
True I could count on one hand
Those who I say are devout
And if you thought that we were close
I guess you're wondering now
Yeah sometimes I thought that
God might be ghosting me
Like he saw me and said 'next'
Maybe he didn't notice me
Maybe I'm the one that's swiping left
And I'm not supposed to be
It's just I see so many roses given
None of them chose for me.
And would I take it
Or believe that I'm worth it
Cause sometimes, my hard times
I believe I deserve it.
And there is so much I wanna say
And i wish I could blurt it
But when that time comes I just gotta

Sometimes I just
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See you and me, we aren't so different
Both in need of His grace
But one thing I have that you don't
Is unwavering faith
If you gotta deconstruct
What you believe then I'll say
That your foundation was never stable
Your materials fake
Kinda harsh but I won't ever pull punches
Say what I say I don't ever have hunches
I've seen too many people feed from small lunches
So what if I don't see what I expect
I'm being honest and I'll never debate
If God ain't done it, he ain't ever too late
I'm learning that I can't just depend on my faith
It's step one Gotta endure if I'ma finish this race
I'll take a shot of perseverance on rocks
It's a cold world so I'ma bundle up with my thoughts
And there so much I wanna say
We'll figure it out
But for now I just gotta

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Sometimes I just gotta
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Sometimes I just
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Sometimes I just gotta