Love (The End)

This the hardest Damn decision that I've ever had to make
Don't know what lies ahead but whatever's in our fate
Could tear us apart
Knew this from the start
But you still in my heart
Don't you ever forget that
I don't know what is and I can't ignore the feeling I've done lived that
Where's the real at
I feel like
A stranger in your eyes
But to live seperate lives
Still terrifies me all the doubt in my mind
In the short amount of time
Start to look like a sign
And it's wearing on me oh
Could it be my past that haunts got me running away so I'm playing it safe go
Could it be intuition got me feeling like it's better off now just to say no
Anxiety playing tricks on me I shouldn't be lonely it takes hold
Then I push people away the cycle it plays and my heart still remains cold

Easier living life when you got nothing to lose cuz you got nothing to prove nah
On the flip side you got nothing to live for what misery do you choose huh
Should I trust nobody and live in loneliness
Everything they show me is nothing but fucking phoniness
So I posted this wall up that's 2 miles high and half a mile thick
Lose my trust once you be back on the other side quick
I'll be 1 deep if I gotta
Me and Maria Juana
Only one to have my back every day of the semana
Past got a hold on me I just wish I just wish I just wish it could let go
Take a couple more hits inhale and exhale slow