Текст песни Lonely Road (feat. LVNPROOF) - Rocco Vargas

I know I try to hide it
But I can't keep me from myself
It's always there reminding
Me that I'm never free of the demons I see
They whisper to my soul
I fight em for control
My life is what I owe
And it's a lonely road

I've been walking this walk for miles
Many years
Step after step in denial, what's my fear
Am I afraid of my truth, truth
That I hated my youth, youth
Am I afraid of my death, death
No I ran to that depth, depth
I take pleasure in hell
I'm at home in a cell
My pain fuels my soul
Resentment's out of control
Some say my life I owe
So where's my life to go
I have nothing to show
Addicted to liquor and blow
My life is lower than low
Right below the hole
I need to grab a hold
And walk this lonely road

I know I try to hide it
But I can't keep me from myself
It's always there reminding
Me that I'm never free of the demons I see
They whisper to my soul
I fight em for control
My life is what I owe
And it's a lonely road

I'm sick of tired of hiding
Back sliding, lying
Setting fires, denying
My addiction driving
Drunk conviction divided
Got me slowly dying
Black hole is shining
While the devil is smiling
Middle finger to living
My sins are unforgiven
There is no hope for my soul
There is no new beginning
That's why I drown in the liquor
Can't bear the reflection
Not to mention rejection
I blacked out recollection
I'm afraid of correction
But I pray for redemption
I'm at a fork in the road
An intersection of strength
I don't deserve your affection
But if you spare me my death
I'll face my demons every moment till my very last breath

I know I try to hide it
But I can't keep me from myself
It's always there reminding
Me that I'm never free of the demons I see
They whisper to my soul
I fight em for control
My life is what I owe
And it's a lonely road

How do I break free
When I'm my worst enemy
Caving on the inside
But I'll still get up
Get up and fight
Failure's my addition
It's a brutal competition
But I'm still on a mission
One foot front the other
Till the day I die

I know I try to hide it
But I can't keep me from myself
It's always there reminding
Me that I'm never free of the demons I see
They whisper to my soul
I fight em for control
My life is what I owe
And it's a lonely road