Текст песни The Hard Way - Rushy Rush

How am I gonna get this shit out of my head
How can I refer to the baby livin' there
Im just gonna try to heal some open wounds
I know this gonna hurt and your brains going WHAAAO

Here I go again, let's go on a trip down memory lane
I can't stop thinking 'bout it
The less I speak, the louder
My thoughts gaining the power
While im crying in the shower
Dije que fui el más fuerte
Que fue duro perderte
But after all your bullshit es mucho mejor no verte
I remember plates flying
Don't know what they were saying
Maybe these two are just playing
But listen I know they were lying
Back and forth the arguments
Going on in the apartment and
Mum and dad sharing room this shit feeling like it is permanent
Daddy can u listen?
Mommy can u hear me?
They seem to be busy
While Im thinking im gon' kill me
Trying to get attention
In high school it was detention
But I know I didn't mention
How it hurt to feel the tension
But I... Ran out of patience and I'm
Learning the lesson
Una... Lección de peso, y si ves que estoy ausente
Don't worry es solo por eso

I fell like 10 times and I learned the hard way
I talked my shitty past in 5 songs and that's OK

This verse's for you baby I'm coming in from the future
This is a reminder to tell you por favor lucha
Gonna be surrounded by mierda y mucha mierda
Pero escucha
Take pride of who you are and ignora al que te abuchea
Oh yeah
Mature and learn show the world who the fuck you are
Cause you've come so far, keep it up droppin' bars
Little boy listen up, I love you cause you gave me your strength, for me to begin
It's like I feel you inside
I feel you screaming, I hear you telling me letting me know you still hurting
But now I know the meaning
You was a kid with Alice's soul in Wonderland
It's hard to believe that god had a plan and I understand
I see your frustration and it's gonna get worse
My brain is digressing cause I put yourself first
I see your innocent smile and that blonde hair
Man I wish I could speed dial cause that shit's not fair

When you're just a kid and you don't get it
You may not feel pain but you can hear it
And when you grow and your brain understands
Then you will never forget it
B-B-B-Breathe with me, hold my hand walk with me

I fell like 10 times and I learned the hard way
I talked my shitty past in 5 songs and thats OK

I write and write my past cause it's therapy to me
I've never thought I am a victim or I'm shit
But it is necessary for me to know I'm no culprit
I did what was on my hands to set my soul free
Look Ima tell you straight to ya face how I feel
Look my feet my hands my pen man everything bleed
Look I may fall again but I'll always take the lead
Look I count on my friends but this challenge is for me HUH!

When you're just a kid and you don't get it
You may not feel pain but you can hear it
And when you grow and your brain understands
Then you will never forget it
B-B-B-Breathe with me, hold my hand walk with me

I fell like 10 times and I learned the hard way
I talked my shitty past in 5 songs and thats OK