Текст песни Stuck - Ryuu

Stuck with words yeah I'm stuck with doubts
I've been Stuck with thoughts laid on this couch
If I changed the path I could make it out
Started working hard instead of playing round
I've been changing now (changing, changing, changing)
Said I've been good just played it down
Keep to myself no pagans round
And I'm working my ass just to make amounts
It's that calm of the storm but the rain in clouds
Eye of the beast thought I'd wait it out
Just 21 and I'm filled with doubt
I've been down in the deep hope I make it out
Second guesses had me left with questions
Bad intentions gave me wrong investments
Troubled since my adolescence
I Pray for peace now I'm counting blessings
Time to myself just to focus on me
Stopped with the fights think I needed relief
Patience died then my tongue got tied
And my soul been lost think I need a guide
I just need some light
Yeah I just need the light
In the dark I hide just day and night (just need the light, just need the light)
Everyone gone but I'm needing some judgement
Assumptions made now I'm feeling redundant
Truth be told I be needing the comfort
Truth be told I just keep it 100
Head in clouds but my minds in a dungeon
Trapped with my thoughts and it comes in abundance
Shackle and chains on my brain it's been crushing
Always spaced needing drugs so I function
Substance abuse just to harbor the truth
Harness the noose put my heart in the booth
Write it in words the way that I move
I been taking my time no rushing the tunes
I ain't ever dealing tryna make a living
I'll be writing songs tryna spread my vision
I been getting deep like I'm filled with wisdom
I been getting deep cause my minds a prison
Hand me downs are the past now
Plate-fulls getting passed round
Hot water fill the bath wow
No sharing rooms got our own ground
Hand me down are the past
Plate fulls getting passed
Hot water fill the bath

Stuck with this pain, stuck with this name
Stuck with the fake, stuck in the game
Stuck with the shit I ain't able to fix
I've been Stuck with my demons now blaming the piss
Stuck with this rage, stuck in a daze
Stuck in a haze, stuck in my ways
Stuck with my problems ain't no one to blame
I've been stuck with myself ain't feeling the same

Stuck with this shit shoulda played it on instinct
Stuck with this shit shoulda kept it distant
My Brain lose cells like I've been convicted
That Pain excels started spreading mischief
I'm screaming out but no one listen
I'm reaching out I broke addiction
I play around get contradiction
I'm breaking down thinking pills will fix it
Had a lot on the plate but the man ain't eating
Thoughts on his brain now he's never sleeping
Bags for eyes and their bloodshot bleeding
Needing help but he's always pleasing
Been changing my paths hoping people will notice
Change in myself no losing no focus
People come but they talking that hocus
I know it hard baby trust the process
Took a step back just to work on progression
Time to myself let the focus finesse em
Saying less letting actions impress em
Took some l's yeah I know It meant lessons
Family man for this clan I'm protecting
Blood and sweat now I found a direction
Grinding hard so my people not stressing
I'm writing it up but I'm still

Stuck with this pain, stuck with this name
Stuck with the fake, stuck in the game
Stuck with the shit I ain't able to fix
I've been Stuck with my demons now blaming the piss
Stuck with this rage, stuck in a daze
Stuck in a haze, stuck in my ways
Stuck with my problems ain't no one to blame
I've been stuck with myself ain't feeling the same