Текст песни MOON & STARS / NUMB - SARM?

Don't ask for moon when you have the stars
Don't pretend like you're
Nothing when we both played our parts
I act like I'm numb, but I still feel my heart
I replant memories, like scars on my arms

They say I know nothing, nothing at all
But they never seen, how far I've fall
Cigarettes on cigarettes, they rot my teeth
Vigilant, so vigilant, do you know what that means

Don't ask for moon when you have the stars
Don't pretend like you're, Nothing when we both played our parts

I act like I'm numb, but I still feel my heart
I replant memories, like scars on my arms

Don't ask for moon when you have the stars
Don't ask for moon when you have the stars

I've been getting high to numb the pain
Heart so numb, fill it with novocaine
It don't matter what I say
We both know nothing will ever change
Grasp for air in this cruel cruel world
Watch the chaos around me swirl

I need something stronger running through my blood
I ain't high enough, no
Couldn't tell you why the world against me
I've been feining for long, what does that mean

It's never never enough, I need something more
Before you find my body on the goddamn floor
I miss what we had, I'm still stuck in the past
This headache wont go away, I see your face in the rain

Lost in memories that I won't erase
That I won't, maybe I can't
And baby I won't, I'm still stuck
With the same old feeling
You left me with

Every night I'm stressing when will I win
Tired of being a joke
Every night I'm sinking, no one knows
Get high off of anything to cope

I lost my mind, broke my spine just to get here

I've been getting high to numb the pain
Heart so numb, fill it with novocaine
It don't matter what I say
We both know nothing will ever change
Grasp for air in this cruel cruel world
Watch the chaos around me swirl