Текст песни Fading Away - SK

Literally overnight, I went from being completely fine to feeling really, really low out of nowhere
And, I... it′s... I'm not sad, I know it′s not just being sad
Because... 'cause nothing in my life has happened, for me to be sad

I'm fading, I′m
I′m fading away
I'm fading, I′m
I'm fading away
Fading, I′m
Faded, I'm
Fading

I barely leave the house
I spend the whole day just chilling on the couch
I only leave my crib to see my friends and talk about
All the shit that′s going on or to get fucked up going out
And I want to feel the joy
I wish that I could smile like when I was just a boy
I wish they wouldn't play with my feelings like a toy
I wish my heart was still there but I only have this void
'Cause you ripped it out
Chewed it up then spit it out
Threw it by the trash like a bad order from In-N-Out
Now I′m so gassed, I feel sad, so I′m sinning now
Demons want me dead, I'm going mad, so they′re winning now
Lately, I feel lost
I don't act the same, I′m no longer who I was
I put my all into this and then I wonder "What's the cost?"
′Cause words can cut deep just take a look at all my scars
Oh silly me,
You've got to be kidding me
Say you've got my back, but you′re actually killing me
The stress that I′ve been under has been draining my energy
And soon it will run out 'cause it′s no longer replenishing
Like I'm a fucking kid
I should fucking live
Society just takes, I no longer want to give
Like, I should have fun
And I should get drunk
But not drink away all the pain you have done
So I′m

I'm fading, I′m
I'm fading away
I'm fading, I′m
I′m fading away
Fading, I'm
Faded, I′m
Fading

Why is this so hard?
Just say it
I'm not doing great
In fact I can′t remember the last time I felt this bad
I think I'm having...
I think I′m going through...
Another depressive episode