Текст песни Lotus - SadBoySantana

I don′t want apologies and yes I am unbothered
I just came back from a life of total slaughter
I don't want amends or no sorry′s from my father
I won't let them ever see my sons or daughters

I do a lot for my niggas that's the best part
But they wont see me through the same, that′s the sad part
You see my lyricism, got waves painful emotion
So when I speak with my soul, these demons don′t get the notion

I understood my assignment, the game I had to get poaching
When I'm trapped in the studio, I use sound as devotion
So when I drop another album, Harry Potter with potions
You read about me on a story, well it′s clear you don't know me

I′m depressed I can't cope it
I ball hard like I′m Kobe
I keep my head in the music
Because my mental's refusing

A superhero needs villain to stop killings
And I need penicillin so I can start chillin

I need cash
I need money
I need fast cars, honey
I need... saving

I really need my Saviour
I'm lost in these favours
I wanna live a fast life
But God and I know that it′s not the time