Текст песни INTROSPECTIVE - Sam Gellaitry

This caught me off guard
Since we fell apart
I'm not saying I'm scarred
But you left your mark on me
That I can't shake off
I thought you were being honest
I thought I was being honest
But I guess I wasn't
In a permanent head rush
Call you up at three in the morning
Tell you that I still want you (Oh)
But it went straight to voicemail
Why should I even bother?
Why should you even bother?
We're not made for each other
We fell in love with the comfort

It's when I'm all alone
That's when I get to know
Myself better
All the sleepless nights
When my eyes are closed and
When I'm all alone, it's introspective
I realized you were right
When you said that I was hard to love
And you got it so right
When you said that I was hard to love
What I'd do to make this all right

Who's that guy that you run around with?
Used to only see him in the moonlight
Now you walk around in the daylight
Probably be together by the springtime
All your best friends, they love him (Oh, we love him)
They just think you and him are so right (Oh, he's so right)
But when I see that boy for the first time
When I see that, uh, wait

Thought that I was fine until I saw you with another
Although I know said before we weren't meant for each other
Oh, why am I so jealous if I thought I had recovered?
I guess it's all the feelings that I'm scared to rediscover

It's when I'm all alone
That's when I get to know myself better
All the sleepless nights
When my eyes are closed and
When I'm all alone, it's introspective
I realized you were right
When you said that I was hard to love
And you got it so right
When you said that I was hard to love
What I'd do to make this all right