Meanwhile

Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah

Aye, aye, Grey and Burgundy, my fleece, yeah
Eddie Brower, Expedition on the CC
We on Cloverdale for Christmas next to beaches
Been hours out of sight and couldn't ever reach ya
I put the block on blacker business, four-I-P style
I seen they building LLC's, all stars, I lease style
I tip my hat to just a few to stay down for me
Apologies for what you dealt with in the meanwhile

I count my blessings in my bouquet, what I need now
That bullshit never had me feeling like I need y'all
And I still gon' show you love, I know that's pure love
But we cashin' more than ever, shit ain't, shit ain't free
It ain't like me to be that homie
Second-guess, I love my best so much I still struggle
Still want you, since destiny catered and now they cater us kindly
I used to slave for a dollar and now I follow on blindly

They break they back for they homies and never drink enough water
She told me water's in lemon drops so I never did call her
I'm fuckin' busy, I'm binging, my fuckin' mind got a spark
I'm fuckin' lie to you daily before I'm left in the dark
I fuckin' die 'bout these daydreams, don't never ask me to choose
None of my L's was in lessons, I was just shakin' shit loose
Hold up, I just started young, nigga, had to grow up
Been ascending, bitch, I probably never blow up

No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
I don't need no more, I don't need no more, I don't need no more

Every move is not the end of
Every check don't make you rich
It's no excuse to trick off
Had that right there for myself, a reminder
But past is in the past, bad and better days behind us
I am never phased, well kinda I find a way
Get nervous, like police behind us, aye
I hope you know I never, never mind you, aye
Even when it feel like time has gone away

NMS in my strawberries
Niggas couldn't tell me shit not snatchin' a ball from me
I'ma put the shots up, I know they gon' go through
Sometimes you gotta move around to get where you post to
I take the girl to lesson because I know I'm worth better
She don't know when to call me so she just call me a vessel
You can't do all the stuntin' if you ain't puttin' the effort
You wouldn't do all that talkin' if it really ain't matter so

I feel nothing today
I'm gone ball anyway
It's in my veins
I took no novocaine
I'm just numb to the pain
It's all the same
As if it's no pain for me
And it ain't no way for me
And if it's no love in there
Then it ain't no place for me

I can't play it saf, I need to caution type
Ain't no yellow on me, I did flaws today
DND did not accept no calls today
But she addressed me as the one that got away
I can't deal with boy, fuck y'all be messy
All this song you do not call me bestie
Forever feels foreign it's not a realistic recipe
Daddy like to linger but all he give it the best of me

Drawn into the work it don't exist until you give it life
I just level up with every venture I ain't missed a strike
Down bad once I was down bad
Reassessed the vision and I found that
It's some energies all you can't be around that
I don't even want the cheeks unless they bounce back
I still manage though I got my baggage
Green juice diet celery or cabbage

I ain't feel nothing today (ay-ay)
I'm gone ball anyway
It's in my veins (ay-ay)
I took no novocaine (ay-ay)
I'm just numb to the pain
It's all the same
As if it's no pain for me
And it ain't no way for me
And if it's no love in there
Then it ain't no place for me

I feel nothing today (ay-ay)
I'm gone ball anyway
It's in my veins (ay-ay)
I took no novocaine (aay-ay)
I'm just numb to the pain
It's all the same
As if it's no pain for me
And it ain't no weight for me
And if it's no love in there
Then it ain't no place for me

Yo, New York make some motherfucking noise if you in this
I had to ask his wife to come out
She said yes and that motherfucker is here tonight