scarlet letter

Everyone hates me, everyone disgraces me
All around me. I'm a go crazy
Everything we been through
You still shut me out from the truth
One thing you leave out
I'm not losing it or going senile
I see everyone turning on me
When I needed them the most. I'm so lonely
You all left me out to dry
Probably prayed I get high, overdose, and die
A lot of you be wishing that I'll fail real soon
No wonder why I isolate in my room
I don't see hope. I don't see it getting better
I've been cursed with a scarlet letter
This ain't right. I need to weather
Out of this 'fore it last forever

You push me away
You watch as I break
Wait till I fade away
Don't want me to escape
This adds onto my pain
Pray that I do not wake
Up from all that remains
So let me just refrain

Guilty by default. My word don't mean
Anything to you I see
Locked me up. Trapped me between
A rock and a hard place. You deceived
Me in the end. You are such a snake
Posed as a friend. Turned out to be fake
All that I did for you was pointless
Cutting me off with no warning was joyous
Got everyone lookin' at me
As the enemy
Pushing the narrative. I know what's real
So fed up. It hurts I feel
The way I do. I'll fight you all
For what you did to me. Even if I fall
Flat on my face. It will soon get better
For me to destroy this scarlet letter

You push me away
You watch as I break
Wait till I fade away
Don't want me to escape
This adds onto my pain
Pray that I do not wake
Up from all that remains
So let me just refrain

You push me away
You watch as I break
As I break

You push me away
Push me away
You watch as I break
Watch as I break
Wait till I fade away
Till I fade away
Don't want me to escape
Me to escape
This adds onto my pain
Onto my pain
Pray that I do not wake
I do not wake
Up from all that remains
All that remains
So let me just refrain
Let me refrain