Текст песни redemptixn - Scarlxrd

I didn't ask to be here
Ricky rhymes
Look, you want the truth? Not so good
P-p-pull up that boy
Wheel up, wheel
Scarlxrd, duh

Float like a bee, ah
Sting like the bitch that's heartless beneath
Mind's never focused
What's to believe?
Treat me like I'm missing every time I grit my teeth
Take back control, please
I don't miss the days I was high on deceit
All these fucking lights never shined on me
I'll never die, live through the words I speak
God

Save me something previous
Sold my life for success
Was the line worth crossing?
Where the fuck did I go wrong?
Death across the sunset
Kick me 'til I forget
Weakness looks like numbness
Sorry, I'm not who you want
An honest mind gets less attention
The less I try, the more I judge me
Came from the heart
Blanks all in my mind, I can't remember back that far
Shit, it must be bad if I go based on all these scars
Every day's a fight, just a challenge to embark
No emotion
I don't feel shit
Except
The presence of the void
I fade and break
My essence gets destroyed
I pray, I wake, to gods who show remorse
If not, we'll stay in hell with nothing more

Why you push me from forgiveness?
Bless the test I'm facing
Hanging on to broken dreams
Can't control my vices
Is this what being human means?
We never listen
Are we disease?
Never get along, just fight 'til we're deceased
This ain't no confession, just a mind that thinks
I want a change from weak
And it starts with me
I just wanna change

Float like a bee, ah
Sting like the bitch that's heartless beneath
Mind's never focused
What's to believe?
Treat me like I'm missing every time I grit my teeth
Take back control, please
I don't miss the days I was high on deceit
All these fucking lights never shined on me
I'll never die, live through the words I speak
God